My Mesmerizing Spiral of God, Goddess & Divine Spirit/All That Is Experience ^_^

Additional Note added on December 16, 2013:

icon-faviconI added “Goddess, & Divine Spirit/All That Is” after thinking about the post I published yesterday called, “A Deeper Understanding of My Journey of 11:11, 12:12, and 13:13.” I also included the following supportive quotes:

12:12 is 3+3=6=Star of David Frequency, also linked with the QabbalahFlower of LifeMerkabahSpiraling ConsciousnessSacred Geometry

12:12 is not a date or time. It is a designation or destination. It is the reunion of our Twins Souls above and below – all aspect of our soul rejoining – Twin Strand DNA merging at Zero Point Merge – and a pole shift of consciousness.” By

The Star of David is a frequency, the merge of male and female, the flower of lifekabbalah, merkabah, vehicles that transport consciousness between realms. It is the sacred geometry that allows our souls to experience in the physical.” By

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Golden Light WaLp tw2011A Golden energy has taken residence in the left side of my body. It is an unusual sensation as if being joined by a completely different part of self yet still a piece of the whole. When meditating it is as if there are two orbs of energy, one opalescent white on my right and the other gold on my left. They seem to be joining, blending slowly together. The effects of all of this are blissful, joyous high energies flood my entire being.” – See more at:
“The Twin Soul connection is always a triad involving the Divine Spirit/All That Is. 
Two People connected by soul, connected to God. 
The spiritual connection with our Twin Soul is intense and profound. 
Many may experience, whether consciously or in a dream state, a feeling of connection in the form of a matrix of golden white threads of light 
The Reunion of the Keepers of the Flame is ultimately the Unification, or personification, of the trinity: The Twin Flames and the Christ Consciousness. “ By Humanity Healing video “Twin Souls: When Love Incarnates”
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December 7, 2013 (published December 8, 2013)

golden_spiral_by_lucid_light-dnuwz6-1I just wanted to share this experience in case others with similar experiences happen to come across my blog.

I know I get excited when I’m very curious about something unusual, and I find an answer on the web.

I also understand that family, friends, coworkers, neighbors and/or acquaintances may not always be ready and open to hear about our “bizarre” experiences.

We may get a raised eyebrow or confused look, and that’s completely understandable. I, too, would have been VERY skeptical about the whole 11:11 phenomenon had I not personally experienced it myself.

It was very apparent (i.e., body language, tone, words, etc.) that my own husband was skeptical about my experience until he started having his own sometime this year.

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spiritual-energyOne December 5, 2013, I published a post called, “Reminding Darkness of Its Light,” which includes my experience of seeing 11:11 and 12:12 (both repeating numbers synchronicities) in one day.

One December 6, 2013, I wrote a post called, “Embracing a Setback to Set Forward,” (will publish within a week) which includes my experience of seeing 13:13 for the second time this year.

I believe these number synchronicities (i.e., 11:11, 12:12, 13:13, etc.) have various meanings that fall under the main themes of Source Consciousness, to include but not limited to: starseeds, dormant DNA activation, communications from higher aspects of our expanded self, to include but not limited to—higher self/ true self/soul/I AM Presence/multi-dimensional self/angels, Archangels and Ascended Masters/other higher beings of the spiritual realm to include the Pleiadians, Sirians, Merpeople, Ashtar Command, Arcturians/Elohim/God/Goddess/Spirit/All That Is—as well as major steps to Spirit’s Divine Plan (especially 12:12 and 13:13), with all the other sub-number sequences in-between to further help guide us to our next major step.

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page6-copyEven while working on this post, and listening to my “I AM” positive affirmations video, my laptop froze, which happens occasionally when my angelic or spiritual realms is trying to get my attention, or I happen to be feeling strong emotions.

Anyway, I immediately looked at the clock, and it was 11:11, right after I was wondering if the “I AM” video was another factor contributing to my extraordinary experience this morning, since I had repeatedly listened to it yesterday for the first time. I received my answer. I then saw 12:12 (again) while eating lunch.

The following is just a section of

Upon noticing a frequency of 1111’s appearing repeatedly, you may begin to see an increase in synchronicities and unlikely and miraculous coincidences appearing in your life.

At times, when you are about to go through a major spiritual awakening or an epiphany of some kind, the number 1111 may appear in your physical reality and experience to signal the upcoming change or shift.

Note: Thank you for image and quote on right.

13-13-13-Metatronic-OpeningIf anyone OUT THERE…in the multiverse (since J, my one and only loyal fan, seems to be the only human being from planet earth who somewhat enjoys my blog) happens to have any additional, helpful information regarding 11:11 followed by 12:12 and 13:13, I would very much appreciate it if you could share it with me. Thank you. ^_^ If not, no worries…I will eventually receive them from another source within me.

By the way, my mention of my one and only fan (above) was intended to spark a smile. I’ve learned/remembered that I no longer have a need to be accepted, approved and celebrated by society at my time and place; because as long as I accept, approve of, and celebrate my true self/soul/God/Goddess/All That Is…I will receive them in Divine perfect timing and Divine perfect order.

Note: Thank you for very helpful image on left.

event_39353581As a matter of fact, right after I typed the previous paragraph, I saw my repeating angel number sequence 7:47, and I was reminded that I already have all the acceptance, approval, celebration, encouragement, support, and assistance that I need within me.

The following is from my most frequently used angel number website (

The repeating Angel Number 747 indicates that your strong connection with the angels, Archangels and Ascended Masters has allowed for you to receive precise Divine guidance, and in turn you have taken the appropriate actions in your life.  Your angels offer you their ‘congratulations’ and urge you to continue on your current path.

The repeating number 747 says “keep up the great work!”  Keep your thoughts positive and focused as they are having wonderful effects in your life.  Your intuition has been strong and you have used your inner-knowing and inner-wisdom constructively and productively.  Well done!

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using_violet_flame_newDecember 7, 2013

Last night, I meditated on the Violet Flame mantra by continuously repeating the decree “I AM a Being of Violet Fire. I AM the purity God desires” while visualizing being enveloped by a violet fire much larger than my body.

About a couple of years ago, I received an e-mail from a psychic stating that St. Germain appeared to her in a vision and told her that I needed a big break, and that he was supportive of the idea.

At the time, not only was it the first time I heard of Ascended Master St. Germain, but I didn’t trust or believe the psychic. So, I deleted the message and moved on.

EarthinVioletFlameNote: Thank you for image and quote on left.

However, I kept having an urge to check out St. Germain, and that’s how I came upon the easiest Violet Flame decree to remember, and decided to give it a shot.

Granted, I haven’t been dedicated to this meditation; however, I have been doing it sporadically throughout the last two years.

Now, I’m not sure if mediating on the mantra also correlates with the mesmerizing spiral of God experience below (like the “I AM” video), but I will definitely be experimenting on it even more so.

The Violet Flame: The Alchemist’s Dream (<== click on title to view website in another window; this link is just one of many resources, so I would read whatever resonates with you)

Added to already published post on 12/13/13

I came upon this meditation video by following Divine guidance, and wanted to share it with others because it’s the first time that I heard an explanation of the violet flame color which I wasn’t aware of before:

“The Violet Flame of God’s infinite perfection is the most powerful tool available to help us accelerate the integration of our I AM Presence. It is the perfect balance of our Father God’s blue flame of Power and Divine Will and our Mother God’s pink flame of Divine Love and Reverence for ALL Life. This sacred fire will transmute the etheric records and memories associated with the ‘negative’ behavior patterns that we left behind by our human egos…”

Integrating the I AM Presence

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yellow_galaxy_swirlI woke up around 3 a.m., and I laid in bed in an attempt to meditate in silence and stillness. After what felt like hours of trying to quiet my racing mind, I finally managed to quiet most of my bombarding thoughts. I then empathized with God again as I imagined him at the beginning of His existence just Being in a pitch dark, empty space of silence….all alone, and no one to interact with. I then understood why he would ask, “Who Am I?”

At least God was being calm, cool, collected and patient. I would’ve been like, “In addition to that first question…who turned off all the freakin’ lights? Where the hell am I anyway? Where is everyone hiding at? Why is it so damn cold here? Why do I get the feeling no one’s listening to me. ETC.

I then proceeded to ask God a few questions, to include, “Who am I?”, and thanked him ahead of time for the answers from within.

Moments later, I experienced slightly seeing and strongly sensing the presence of this translucent, light yellow, light that started off spinning in circles…like a spiral.

It then swiftly and gracefully danced around all over the place. I had my eyes closed the entire time, so I was seeing with my third eye (clairvoyance).

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opo0907dLike a child observing an elusive and beautiful butterfly, I followed the light with much excitement and curiosity.

I then noticed that the light was contracting and expanding its constantly changing, formless state, and I felt the vibrations of its ebb and flow movement.

The light approached my face closer and closer, expanding in size each nanosecond until…


In a blink of a third eye (wink wink), it was literally right in front of my left eye.

I immediately retracted my head while lying on the pillow because it had startled me. I had mixed emotions of intense fear and then love….fear of the unknown and love for the loving and powerful presence.

I had seen what appeared to be a dancing flame of blue light every now and then, but this was the first time experiencing a light yellow, spiraling and dancing light that seemed to have a life of its own.

Even the blue light wasn’t nearly as exuberant. I read in one of Neale Donald Walsch’s book that a blue, flame-like light that he was describing is our soul.

Around 4:30 a.m (I saw 4:33 by the time I was in the kitchen for water, and looked up the meaning shortly afterwards), I decided to wake up and Google “light yellow spiraling light” in order to find an image that was close to what I had seen. The image by zimberbug (above left) is the closest match, minus the fancy design.

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spiral1I clicked on one of the links of the images, and came upon this galactic website. It stated that the golden spiral (which I learned about while briefly reading about sacred geometry a while back) is God.

Sometime this year, I also read that the blue flame light is our twin flame. All of this fascinates me. Whether it’s the slow-dancing blue light or break-dancing light yellow light, their translucent, constantly changing, mesmerizing light form and powerful presence is truly awe-inspiring.

sbb_spiral_galaxy_by_mike1851-d339k9sNote: Thank you for image on left. After being attracted to this image, which seemed to match the contents of my paragraph (above), I read a sentence from the blog, under the post title, “The Language of Light-Language of Love,” where the image originated from, and I wanted to share a quote from it (in italics):

“The Language of Light is the language of the Stars, God, Mother/Father, Source. The original ‘dialect’ of consciousness of love.  It is an innate gift within all of us, a gift that is gently awakening within the hearts of all on sacred Earth. 

Note: Thank you Tom Paladino for image on right.

tumblr_msje52c2ae1rdy7odo1_500Light Language is the connection and communication that opens the way to our Soul at its deepest and most profound level, activating deep cellular memory and recognition of the original codes of living light and sound that we projected as the first ‘God Spark’, our first ‘note’ – our original ‘God Cell’ that was ‘sent  forth to explore and experience’…”

I also intuitively sensed that the yellow light approached my left, third eye for a good reason. I recalled reading about the left eye in the website ( a while back, which I’m inclined to further explore now.

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Your-intuition-pituitary-and-third-eye-chakraThe following is the quote:

“The crown chakra rules the cerebrum, top of head, entire brain, and nervous system. It is also said to rule the right eye. In Egyptian mythology, the opened Third Eye is called the Eye of Horus. The physical left eye rules the Moon and the feminine, manifest physical world, and the right eye rules the masculine, unmanifest spiritual world. Therefore, the Right Eye of Horus brings the Spirit down into matter and then feeds that Spirit into the Left Eye of Horus. In this manner, the Third Eye remains open, grounded in the physical world, and fully perceptive.”

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7215825_origAfter typing the above, I decided to copy and paste my experience of opening my crown chakra in a new post called “My Extraordinary Crown Chakra Experience,” (which I haven’t published yet) from my post, “Following Heart Over Mind,” under the subtitle, “My Letter to God (September 27, 2012 Thursday).”

I decided to create it as a separate post because of its major significance that I overlooked a while back, even though it’s one of my most extraordinary life experiences.

I figured…since the crown chakra section was included in the post mentioned above, it was good to go; however, that post is very long, so I believe most people aren’t interested in reading very long (and possibly non-stimulating) posts in this instant gratification generation that we live in.

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2f5e0346a702133113b19edaca176ce8Although I didn’t hear one of the fluctuating, musical tones that I hear almost daily in my right ear (clairaudience), as soon as I woke up this morning, I did hear a beeping tone in my right ear. I looked over at the clock and it was 8:26, so I looked up the meaning from

“Angel Number 826 brings a message from your angels to use your personal strength, determination and tenacity to bring about desired situations, circumstances and results in your life.  Know that all that you need is within you and with faith, trust and self-belief you are able to manifest all that you require in order to find success and fulfilment.”

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I elaborated on my experience with hearing various tones in my right ear in the post, “Embracing a Setback to Set Forward.” I also included a section from my angel journal, as well as post, ” The Journey of Surrendering to True Self ” that I’m currently working on where I experienced hearing an extended beeping tone, along with another amazing experience below (in italics):


DSCN3538Note: When I was about to copy and paste this section, I noticed the date ending with 13/13. I have a feeling the 13:13 I saw yesterday (which I thought was the second time, but now I realize it’s the third time) + the beeping tone + mesmerizing spiral experience I had this morning correlates with the 13/13 + beeping tone + extraordinary clairaudient experience of the event below). I believe journals are very helpful in better understanding ourselves—our mental, emotional, physical and spiritual experiences.

I had my annual lab and appt yesterday. On the drive over to the appt, I asked my higher aspects of myself/higher self/true self/soul/angels, Archangels and Ascended Master/I AM Presence/Arcturians, Pleiadians, Sirians, Merpeople, Ashtar Command/God/Goddess/Spirit/Source/All That Is to help me feel their presence within me, and to be through me as me (depending on my frequency at the moment).

I also gazed into the sun and saw a medium to dark pink color around it, and it reminded me of when the Arcturians mentioned, in one of the videos, that we could see magenta in the sky and know that it was their presence.

Note: Thank you for beautiful image on left.

3855492-green-alien-portrait-isolated-on-whiteI also realized that there were times when I could stare directly into the sun with ease, and other times I had to squint due to the bright light. In addition, when I closed my eyes, I saw a fluorescent green being-like figure appearing as though it had one of its hands out, like a gesture of offering a handshake or a sign of peace.

It was the first time I had experienced something like that. I thought that perhaps looking into the sun caused me to see the bright green figure, so I blinked a few times. The third time I blinked, it either quickly transformed into a circle, or the being left, and the circle appeared.  I’ve looked into the sun many times before, and I never saw anything close to the color green, let alone some fluorescent green being-like figure.

While sitting in a small waiting room for my appt, I read some helpful material about women’s health. After another patient left the room, and I ran out of pamphlets to read, I closed my eyes and meditated in somewhat silence and stillness. I asked my higher aspects of myself for helping me to Be my authentic/true self, and assisting me in communicating with my doctor; I was a bit uncomfortable about exactly what to say, since my truths may come off as “abnormal” to many.

Note: Thank you for this helpful image on left. This image is a pretty close resemblance of the head shape and spot on color. The features weren’t defined, so I don’t recall seeing any.

whiteshillufo01However, I told my true self that whatever it is that my true self would like to express and experience through me, that would be the highest good for all…to let it be so, even if my ego self may not initially be happy about it.

My doc was sitting behind her desk approximately 10 feet from me. In the middle of asking her third question, I suddenly and very briefly heard her voice amplified and much clearer, as though she had just spoken very loudly into my right ear. It startled me because 1) I wasn’t expecting it, 2) I never had such an experience before, and 3) it seemed SO unbelievable, yet VERY real.

Within that moment, I focused on regrouping while not acting strange. Had my doc not been typing on her keyboard, she might have caught my stiff, non-blinking facial expression of disbelief after my eyes widened and my jaw dropped.

Right after that extraordinary moment, I heard in my left ear I believe…an extended beep that lasted about 2-3 seconds. I instantly and intuitively sensed that it was my true self, although I didn’t know exactly what happened and why. I believe I received my answer as an inner knowing.

I believe it was an upgrade of my psychic skill, clairaudience…like acute hearing…being able to hear someone or something that’s at a distance…close by. Now I recall seeing something like that in a TV show or movie.

Note: Thank you for image on right. If you replace the dark orange, dark blue and black sky with a light blue sky…that’s what I saw after the image of the being disappeared.

cropalienAlmost two weeks later, I started reading my new book, “We, The Arcturians,” (my early Christmas gift ^_^ to myself) that had arrived around the same time as my appointment date.

After reading half-way through pg. 26, I paused for a moment as I had a flashback. I then reread the middle paragraph. Apparently, some human beings have described Arcturians as greenish color, due to “the wavelengths that the earth is able to perceive.”

I had read and seen videos that Arcturians are either indigo, white or violet color, but none of the sources mentioned a greenish color. To blow my mind further away, the last paragraph of pg. 32 mentions that Arcturians can hear sounds out of the normal hearing range.

As I sat in silence and stillness, I intuitively sensed that my two extraordinary experiences that day were connected to the Arcturians. For the past few months or so, I formed a strong attraction to these Beings of Light. I was also highly drawn to certain (not all) videos that were related to Arcturians because of the refreshing and peaceful sound of their frequencies and their profound messages.

little_green_alien-2000pxNote: Thank you for image on left. Although this image looks like a “friendlier-looking” version, the other image seems like a closer match to what I saw, especially the color and head shape. We’ll see, if I’m meant to see them, I have no doubt that I will one day, if I haven’t already. All I know for sure is what I saw that day.

Changes in hearing or unusual sounds; ringing in the ears, hearing beeps, pings, tones, frequencies, whoosing or pulsating sensations. Periods of extreme sensitivity to sounds where they appear louder than usual, and periods where sounds seem more muffled.” – See more at:

“6. ‘Seeing’ and ‘hearing’ things. You are experiencing different dimensions as you transition, all according to how sensitive you are and how you are wired.”

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Added to already published post on 12/13/13, Friday the 13th! ^_^

I checked out a meditation video today, which then led me to other videos by the same person, which eventually led me to this website ( To my amazement, as I was checking out the Visionary, Metaphysical Art through   Deb~Aurah Araznu, I came across the following section, which instantly reminded me of this post I had published this past Sunday about my experiences with 11:11, 12:12 and 13:13, as well as the light yellow spiral of light in front of my left third eye:

Note: There’s also a painting that goes with the quote below:

“Creator Goddess”. Written in my journal before completion Oct 13th 2011:
Last evening, Oct 12th 2011, I experienced a joining of the final aspect of self. The painting that sits waiting to be completed is that said aspect, goddess, Mother, Shekina, a Divine spark of the feminine Creator energy at last in balance. I have completed my journey here on this Earth plane, or have I?…….

The energies of the the past couple of months have been intense, huge transformation and understandings have poured forth. A Golden energy has taken residence in the left side of my body. It is an unusual sensation as if being joined by a completely different
part of self yet still a piece of the whole. When meditating it is as if there are two orbs of energy, one opalescent white on my right and the other gold on my left. They seem to be joining, blending slowly together. The effects of all of this are blissful, joyous high energies flood my entire being. – See more at:;


~ by Bobbie on December 8, 2013.

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